Friday, December 19, 2008 '
lalalalala~~ today's friday and guess what? NOTHING! sianzz... simply hate holidays when i have to be sick and there's nothing for me to do!! but i guess no worries? this sun got w25c's bbq~~ and next week maybe going to 402's gathering!! hahaha 2 days of cycling for me~~~~~~~~ hope no rain!! and sun's outing to be successful. oh. last friday, was the last day of school!! haha not the last, last. skip during 2nd break and went to WWW with jane. stayed there till almost 7pm. ate mac and went to E!HUB, played arcade. and here? hand's aching everywhere. muscle ache~~~ then on the 17th dec, last wed, went to amk met up with jane, lisa, sam and her fren, clarisa. bought logcake and walked to sam's fren hse. slacked at some coffee shop till 6.30 then we went out. oh yea, we went to sam's fren, sashi's hse for christmas party i think, sort of gathering. was fun and there was loads of laughter heehee! ok gtg now. Happy early CHRISTMAS everyone!
Monday, December 15, 2008 '
sianzz sianzz sianzz!! feeling so damn weak now.. dunno what happened to me!!!!!!!!!!!! morning 2am, felt like vomitting, so got up and rushed to toilet. before getting to the toilet, i vomitted in my room. shit sia. then somemore got stomach ache, kept going to toilet. thus, not enough sleep. between 2-7, woke up 3-4 times to go toilet. and every 1/2 hr i will turn and turn! sianzz. then today suppose to go out with sam and lisa, but cancelled in the end. Sorry peeps. k gtg and rest le. byebye
Monday, December 8, 2008 '
hello everyone~~ hahaha how's life? i guess for me, my life's getting better!! happy to see them both talking again, not ignoring each other and taking one another as invisible! so happy~~~ well yea, i guess only 3 ppl knows. If i'm not wrong, shld be only sam, lisa and jane knows. LOL anyway, it is already 雨过天晴!! i bet no one can be any happier than me! lalalalalalalalala. goody goody~~ nevertheless, hope both will last long in this..~ OH YEA haha hope mummy's leg will get better! T-T sobxx everytime see her like this, it pains my heart sia. wonder how i can help her... in few years time, i will earn loads of money and take care of her and papa! haha then both of them dun need to work so hard le. hey parents! wait for me yea! LOVES <33Labels: finally, it's over
Wednesday, December 3, 2008 '
sianzz. dunno why, the feelings are back again.. thoughts of my parents leaving me, basically, death thoughts... it's causing me to lose my mind. DAMN YOU. i guess, since young, i have thoughts that my parents will never leave me. But... thats a bluff right?? people die and leave. BUT WHY? i've been controling myself not to think that way, and be happy with what i have now. hahaha. never mind i'm sure i wont think this way again. well, pls dun make me think this way. THANKS TO WHOEVER YOU ARE.
