Wednesday, December 3, 2008 '
sianzz. dunno why, the feelings are back again.. thoughts of my parents leaving me, basically, death thoughts... it's causing me to lose my mind. DAMN YOU. i guess, since young, i have thoughts that my parents will never leave me. But... thats a bluff right?? people die and leave. BUT WHY? i've been controling myself not to think that way, and be happy with what i have now. hahaha. never mind i'm sure i wont think this way again. well, pls dun make me think this way. THANKS TO WHOEVER YOU ARE.