Wednesday, January 7, 2009 '
6th January 2009--- 3.12amthis is the day and time when yeye go... he'd been in hospital since 20th dec 2008.. since then, he wanted to go home badly.. but we cant do that. right now, i still cant believe he's gone.. everytime i woke up or not at the funeral place, i still feels he is still alive. and when i see his coffin and picture at funeral, reality have to come in.. I missed u badly yeye. and when u at the icu with the tube in ur mouth, u cant talk at all.. i know u are in pain, and wants to go home... how i wish u could talk to me again, tell me u want to go home, drink water, where u're in pain etc. it's heartpain to see u gasping for air, tears coming out.... And when u breathe ur last breath............ But yeye, now, please, rest in peace, really in peace. nothing to worry about ok? but very sorry for not fulfilling ur 2 wishes. we are all very sorry about it.. RIP yeye!! I LOVE YOU and will MISS YOU!!! T.T